My Awesome Family :)

SAD.

heyy. mindfuck today. why ? im bored and still feel guilty around here. keep thinking about what have i done to my frinds out there. everbody made mistakes. but everthings gonna be alright. there's will a way to solve it. although hard to do but i believe, i can do it. make it true. hope they will forgiven me. I miss (R.I.P) Tristan Jason Michaels. such an amzing bloggers and friends to me. below was my true story that happens last year. There was my bestfriend Tristan. Yeah I said was. This is because he died. He’s had blood cancer for half a year. We met the first day I went to daycare. I was about two & he was three. We became good friends. He always stood up for me, he always shared toys and food with me, he hung out with me. At school, we played at recess together. We did everything together. We’ve always lived down the street from each other. One day he got really sick, and we had to take him to the hospital. We were there for two days, trynna figure out what was wrong with him. It was 2 am, the doctor came in and told us, that he had cancer and he only had maybe a year to live, because of how bad his body was effected by the cancer. I cried and cried for days. I could never get over the fact that I would lose someone i cherish. I didn’t want to believe it. He was in the hospital for about a month. He did dialysis every day. He became weak, and he looked horrible. But soon after he got out of the hospital, it was all good, he started playing football and he went to school. Every second day, i would go with him after school to dialysis. We spent a lot of time together. This morning, he calls me at 7am and tells me he wasn’t feeling good, I was going to work at the hospital because my mom is a doctor and i help out. Anyways, I get an other call at 12 and he tells me hes throwing up blood and he can’t walk. My brother goes to pick him up and I go to his room. I cried, the minute I saw him. He was pale, he was weak. He couldn’t walk or talk a lot. His eyes were puffy and dark. He awake, just looking at me, couldn’t do anything but look at me. I sat next to him on the bed. Just watched t.v and tried to spend the most time i could with him. I went to grab something to eat with his 5 year old sister. I come back, and the doctors tell me he’s gone. His little sister, Lorena, asks the doctor “Where did he go Jadey?” I started crying when she asked me, i think she got the hint because, she too started crying. So I lost my bestfriend today, i haven’t stopped crying since. R.I.P Tristan Jason Michaels. I miss you cuddle cakes. ♥ Rest in paradise Tristan<3

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Heyy. we meet again in this bloggie. sorry because im too busy on this past few months with my life. family,friends,love and lotsa life. im rarely online my blogger now. sorry about that. 'life must go on. get a life honey!' like my mum said to me. haha. LOL :D well, years changing, im getting older and life will be more harder than before. so i'll prepare myself for another risks that will come to my life in the future. cannot wasting my time ! haha.

Now, im working with government. As sales advisor and clerk. I love my job. already one year im with this job. well, jobs in malaysia not as good if compare with other countries. were among the best malaysian people works and loyal to government. haha. as you can see, malaysian especially sabahan people is the most strong and intelligent survivor. i live at sabah so i know the priority between us. Like prime minister said, ' People First, Performance Now' . jyeahhh ! swag -

Okay. i think that is enough to bubbling up here dude. haha. well , i hope this HARI RAYA will bring more goodness to me, my family,my friends and life. SELAMAT HARI RAYA , MAAF ZAHIR BATIN FOR TOMORROW :)) HAPPY EID DAY !

mood : work !

today im busy . sorry , HAHA :)

Motorcyclist killed, another hurt in two accidents ( borneo post news )

Posted on February 23, 2012, Thursday

KOTA KINABALU: A young motorcyclist from Sandakan was killed while another motorcyclist, a policeman, was seriously injured in separate accidents early yesterday.
Mohd Nazierul Syah Mazlani, 20, died of head and body injuries when his machine was knocked down by a three-ton lorry at the Coastal Road, near Centre Point Sabah here at around 3am.
The victim was believed to be heading for Tanjung Aru from the city centre while the lorry was coming from Asia City when the accident occurred.
Deputy city police chief Superintendent M Chandra said the lorry driver has been detained to assist police in their investigation.
The victim’s body was taken to the Queen Elizabeth Hospital for a post-mortem.

* news about our bestfriend , our brother died at accident :'(  ( 22.02.2012 at 3 am )

Read more: http://www.theborneopost.com/2012/02/23/motorcyclist-killed-another-hurt-in-two-accidents/#ixzz1nGUa71eW .

sahabat :'(

hari nii sedih betul ak . meninggal sda arwah botet aka nazierul  shah b mazlani . kawan stay kazen2 ak n kwn ak jugaa . sad yg amat :'( semoga ALLAH mencucuri rhamat ke atas roh`y . kpd kau bob , ak tauu kau sedih ats kepergian adik kau . kami pun sedih . xsangka begitu cpt dea pergi kn ? jujur ak masii bingung . apa ble buat , ajal sda deaa . kita byk2 laa berdoa tuk dea . kami semua sayang n xkn pernah lupa si arwah . kenangan yg kita cipta dgn dea , kita semat di dalam jiwa . bwt selama lamanyya . AL FATIHAH .. takziah tuk family kau bob .

 Sayu terpisah
hikayat indah kini hanya tinggal sejarah
berhembus angin rindu
begitu nyamannya terhidu wangian kasihmu
hujan lebat mencurah kini
bagaikan tiada henti
kaulah laguku kau irama terindah
tak lagi kudengari
kau pergi.. pergi..
sepi tanpa kata
terdiam dan kaku tak daya kau kulupa
apa pun kata mereka
biarkan kenangan berbunga di ranting usia

rinduu ak sama kk :'(

palm square .

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centrepoint .

inilah tempat2 ak selalu stay . :'( ak rinduu kawan2 ak sana semua . tunggu cuti sch baruu family ak bwa bcuti disana .

today stories .

hey ! im back . haha , sorry guys . lil bit busy today . well , im working girl now not student anymore . im come early to office today . seems like today is the good day for me . no stress , no probs . lol . 

updating my blogger

hey little shawty ' ! good morning all . finally im back to my blogger life again . very long time no see huh ? lol . you got swag , i got swag also . being not more to bieber but more to BMTH genre . lil bit ~ must get rid for few people that jealous for me and myself . i dont care what people might said o think about me . this is who i am . yeaa , sometimes i feel bored when making friends with some people who just want to take a chance on me . there when I was happy and not there when I was have hard times in my life . is that called friends ? how can i find friends that truly want to friends with me ? -,- whatever . what i know , i just want to be happy in my life . that's all peeps :)

DROPDEAD SHOP ( warisan square kk )

sticker ( rm30 , 6 pieces )

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front shop dropdead at warisan kota kinabalu

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i wann have these ! polaroid land camera !:)

MY HATE HERO SHIRTS :)

pagii khamis yg agak melemaskan ak :/

hey hey kau ! tia sangka kau follow jua blog ak arh ? ! HAHA . mana mana laa kau . asalkan niat kau ihklas bkawan ma ak yee . ngehehe . aduyay , ahad ne ak p kk sama family ak . untuk apa ? HOHOLIDAY laa . hahaha . bukan HOHOLICKS k . mw shupping tererenk ne puas puas disana . lama tia jumpa member lama n kazen disana . harapa harap pcutian ak kali nee lagi best dr sebelum ne . netauu lah  disana , ada wi-fi ka tidak . kalau tiada , late laa ak update bloggie n fb ak tuu . yuhuuu . bh , mw karajja luu . dedaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ~

FANSIGN ( AUDREYY CHULOO )

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nahh , kawan sy dr keykey si audreyy buatkan sy fansign . cute kan dea ? alallaa . sayang kau audrey :) thanks a lot .

CHRISTMAS :) 25122011 .

Instead of being a time of unusual behavior, Christmas is perhaps the only time in the year when people can obey their natural impulses and express their true sentiments without feeling self-conscious and, perhaps, foolish.  Christmas, in short, is about the only chance a man has to be himself.

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JUSTIN BIEBER BIOGRAPHY

justin drew bieber

Date of Birth

1 March 1994, Stratford, Ontario, Canada

Birth Name

Justin Drew Bieber

Nickname

JBiebs

Height

5' 7" (1.70 m)

Mini Biography

Canadian Justin Bieber is the son of a single mother, Pattie Mallette, who fell pregnant when she was 18 years old. As a child, Bieber showed a strong interest in music, teaching himself to play many instruments. When he was 12 he entered a local talent competition, and was placed second. His mother posted his performance on YouTube, and continued to post other clips of Bieber singing.

The videos soon built up a fan following, and caught the attention of talent agent Scooter Braun. Braun was able to secure an impromptu audition with Usher Raymond, who was impressed and helped Bieber to sign a record deal. His first single "One Time", was a worldwide hit and was certified Platinum in Canada and the United States. This was followed by Bieber's debut album, "My World", which was an international smash. He also released a successful concert film Justin Bieber: Never Say Never (2011).

Bieber continues with a hugely successful music career and has tried his hand at acting, including guest starring in an episode of "CSI: Crime Scene Investigation" (2000). He has a large and loyal fanbase, who are said to have 'Bieber Fever' and are nicknamed 'Bielbers'.
IMDb Mini Biography By: Anonymous

Trade Mark

Hairstyle, aka "The Bieber"
Infatuation with the color purple

Trivia

Discovered by Scooter Braun, who is also his manager.
Usher Raymond signed him to Island Def Jam Records, and beat out Justin Timberlake's hopes of signing the young singer.
Taught himself four instruments including the piano, guitar, drums. He hopes to learn the violin.
Has a high GPA.
Can moonwalk.
The Dream produced and wrote his songs Baby and One Time.
His single "Baby" debuted at number 5 on the Billboard Hot 100 chart.
Moved to Atlanta, Georgia to pursue his music career.
Born and raised in Stratford, Ontario in Canada; the same area as other stars including Brendan Meyer, Seth Sieunarine and Shawn Roberts.
The craziest gift from a fan that he received was a rubber golf club.
Bought a Macbook Pro with his own money - one of his biggest purchases.
Likes the TV show "Smallville" (2001).
Started out by posting youtube videos in 2007.
His debut album was "My World".
His mom, Pattie Mallette, travels with him all the time.
Likes to play video games.
Met Céline Dion at a New York Knicks basketball game. She approached him and said my son loves your songs.
Plays guitar at many of his concerts.
Has performed with Rihanna at the Super Bowl Weekend concert in Miami.
Likes to play hockey and basketball.
Recorded a few songs with fellow singer Sean Kingston.
Has one day a week where he just relaxes.
Recorded "We Are The World" for Haiti. He got the opening verse which was previously sung by Lionel Richie.
Dad still lives in Canada.
Wrote the song "Down To Earth" about his parents' seperation.
The executive producer of his first record, My World was LA Reid.
Has a twitter which he updates daily.
Is good friends with Taylor Swift, Selena Gomez, and Chris Brown.
His father's name is Jeremy, and his mother's name is Pattie.
Plays the left-handed guitar.
Has a younger half-sister, Jazmyn (born 2008) and a younger half-brother, Jaxon (born 2009).
When he was child his church held a benefit to buy him a drum kit and 6 months of lessons.
His first time in an airplane was flying to Atlanta to meet his future manager Scott 'Scooter' Braun.
Performed with Chris Brown at a concert in Sydney, while the two were separately touring Australia. They performed Brown's song "Look At Me Now" together (2011).

Featured in the song "Next 2 You" with Chris Brown, a song on Chris Brown's 2011 album F.A.M.E.

ceritera

* puih ! HHA . ak baru jea baa ne habish makan . teruss buka lappy ;D tengahh koling sama powdekk kuu ba ne skrg . baru pulaa ak tauu ne dea kenal ma abg sepupu ak c jojo . HAHA . ngam ! habissh la telinga ak kena cucii . ngehehe . entah kno mlm ne ak rasa sunyi betul eh . family ak ada jua d ruma ne cuma len la baa kan kalau stay sama member . baruu tadik ada member bawa ak meet up sama yang mauu bawa kami pii kk tuu , join comp dance tapi macam indaa dapat baa ak ikut . adeh -,- sda laa 9 hb ne ak bcuti ma family ak mw p kk shopping . huh . kalau dulu tyme ak tggl petagas , punyaaaa laa siuk eh , balik2 jalan p turun kk . tp sejak pindah p sdkn , naaaa . 2 3 bulan baru dpt kesana . :( MISS MY BESTIES THERE .