My Awesome Family :)

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heyy. mindfuck today. why ? im bored and still feel guilty around here. keep thinking about what have i done to my frinds out there. everbody made mistakes. but everthings gonna be alright. there's will a way to solve it. although hard to do but i believe, i can do it. make it true. hope they will forgiven me. I miss (R.I.P) Tristan Jason Michaels. such an amzing bloggers and friends to me. below was my true story that happens last year. There was my bestfriend Tristan. Yeah I said was. This is because he died. He’s had blood cancer for half a year. We met the first day I went to daycare. I was about two & he was three. We became good friends. He always stood up for me, he always shared toys and food with me, he hung out with me. At school, we played at recess together. We did everything together. We’ve always lived down the street from each other. One day he got really sick, and we had to take him to the hospital. We were there for two days, trynna figure out what was wrong with him. It was 2 am, the doctor came in and told us, that he had cancer and he only had maybe a year to live, because of how bad his body was effected by the cancer. I cried and cried for days. I could never get over the fact that I would lose someone i cherish. I didn’t want to believe it. He was in the hospital for about a month. He did dialysis every day. He became weak, and he looked horrible. But soon after he got out of the hospital, it was all good, he started playing football and he went to school. Every second day, i would go with him after school to dialysis. We spent a lot of time together. This morning, he calls me at 7am and tells me he wasn’t feeling good, I was going to work at the hospital because my mom is a doctor and i help out. Anyways, I get an other call at 12 and he tells me hes throwing up blood and he can’t walk. My brother goes to pick him up and I go to his room. I cried, the minute I saw him. He was pale, he was weak. He couldn’t walk or talk a lot. His eyes were puffy and dark. He awake, just looking at me, couldn’t do anything but look at me. I sat next to him on the bed. Just watched t.v and tried to spend the most time i could with him. I went to grab something to eat with his 5 year old sister. I come back, and the doctors tell me he’s gone. His little sister, Lorena, asks the doctor “Where did he go Jadey?” I started crying when she asked me, i think she got the hint because, she too started crying. So I lost my bestfriend today, i haven’t stopped crying since. R.I.P Tristan Jason Michaels. I miss you cuddle cakes. ♥ Rest in paradise Tristan<3

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Heyy. we meet again in this bloggie. sorry because im too busy on this past few months with my life. family,friends,love and lotsa life. im rarely online my blogger now. sorry about that. 'life must go on. get a life honey!' like my mum said to me. haha. LOL :D well, years changing, im getting older and life will be more harder than before. so i'll prepare myself for another risks that will come to my life in the future. cannot wasting my time ! haha.

Now, im working with government. As sales advisor and clerk. I love my job. already one year im with this job. well, jobs in malaysia not as good if compare with other countries. were among the best malaysian people works and loyal to government. haha. as you can see, malaysian especially sabahan people is the most strong and intelligent survivor. i live at sabah so i know the priority between us. Like prime minister said, ' People First, Performance Now' . jyeahhh ! swag -

Okay. i think that is enough to bubbling up here dude. haha. well , i hope this HARI RAYA will bring more goodness to me, my family,my friends and life. SELAMAT HARI RAYA , MAAF ZAHIR BATIN FOR TOMORROW :)) HAPPY EID DAY !

mood : work !

today im busy . sorry , HAHA :)

Motorcyclist killed, another hurt in two accidents ( borneo post news )

Posted on February 23, 2012, Thursday

KOTA KINABALU: A young motorcyclist from Sandakan was killed while another motorcyclist, a policeman, was seriously injured in separate accidents early yesterday.
Mohd Nazierul Syah Mazlani, 20, died of head and body injuries when his machine was knocked down by a three-ton lorry at the Coastal Road, near Centre Point Sabah here at around 3am.
The victim was believed to be heading for Tanjung Aru from the city centre while the lorry was coming from Asia City when the accident occurred.
Deputy city police chief Superintendent M Chandra said the lorry driver has been detained to assist police in their investigation.
The victim’s body was taken to the Queen Elizabeth Hospital for a post-mortem.

* news about our bestfriend , our brother died at accident :'(  ( 22.02.2012 at 3 am )

Read more: http://www.theborneopost.com/2012/02/23/motorcyclist-killed-another-hurt-in-two-accidents/#ixzz1nGUa71eW .

sahabat :'(

hari nii sedih betul ak . meninggal sda arwah botet aka nazierul  shah b mazlani . kawan stay kazen2 ak n kwn ak jugaa . sad yg amat :'( semoga ALLAH mencucuri rhamat ke atas roh`y . kpd kau bob , ak tauu kau sedih ats kepergian adik kau . kami pun sedih . xsangka begitu cpt dea pergi kn ? jujur ak masii bingung . apa ble buat , ajal sda deaa . kita byk2 laa berdoa tuk dea . kami semua sayang n xkn pernah lupa si arwah . kenangan yg kita cipta dgn dea , kita semat di dalam jiwa . bwt selama lamanyya . AL FATIHAH .. takziah tuk family kau bob .

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